3:19, 7th overall and 2nd in age division.

Only about 2% of runners will finish a marathon in less than 180 minutes (3 hours) After four months of intense training, well at that time (20-25 miles/wk), I ran the Houston half-marathon on January 16th, 2005. It was so grueling, I swore that was it. I'll never do another half, let alone a full. Fortunately a running comrade pushed me to do a full marathon. Rededicated, I set a sub 4:00 hour goal for the full Houston marathon the following year. I trained harder than ever and crossed the finish in 3:59; I was hooked. I've now run 21 marathons and this site is my journal to join that exclusive club of those who finish a marathon in under 180 minutes (3 hours). |
3:19, 7th overall 2nd in Division.
Kingwood Marathon
01/01/12
New Year's Morning 8:00 a.m.
The tradition is to look forward with hope. More specifically, we commit to resolutions that will result in a better self. However, upon waking the morning of January 2nd, it's equally customary to forget about all that nonsense pledged in a drunken stupor at 11:52 p.m. on New Year's Eve. The vast majority of us accept that our only real resolution is to make it through another day.
Perhaps our ephemeral commitment is a consequence of only looking forward and not sufficiently looking back. Before setting any 2012 goals, I decided to contemplate the previous year and assess how I spent the majority of my effort and time.
After several minutes of pensive reflection, all of 2011 was just a blur. There wasn't a single trace revealing how I spent the majority of the year.
Therefore, I concluded that I had 36 hours at most to attempt a resolution, or wait another year before deluding myself into believing, "This time I mean it." My resolution?—to run a sub 3:10 marathon. On nine previous attempts over a three-year span, I've come up short.
Fortunately, the New Year's Day Kingwood Marathon provided an opportunity. The genesis of this marathon itself was a result of another resolution: to set a world record. Rick Worley was in the process of setting the Guinness Record for the most marathons on consecutive weekends (200 marathons on 159 consecutive weekends for three years). The streak was in jeopardy when there wasn't a marathon anywhere in the U.S. for the first weekend of January in 1999. Texas running legend Steve Boone (500+ marathons) answered the call and hastily organized this New Year's Day race.
To keep the cost reasonable, they designed the course as four laps on the concrete greenbelt trails through the Kingwood suburb's pine forest park. The inaugural event had 20 marathoners. However, not wanting to jeopardize the world record, the race sponsor had the course USATF certified, and it's a Boston qualifier. The race's popularity has grown every year, and the organizers now limit entry to 650 runners; the event usually sells out eight months in advance.
A disadvantage of a looped course is the runner congestion that occurs when the faster runners begin to lap the field in the third and fourth laps. It's worse when walking half-marathoners are participating; my running mate Guillaume described them succinctly: "They're a plague." However, the congestion's inconvenience is more than offset by the mental advantage a multi-looped course provides. As Y. Berra said, "[It's] 90 percent mental; the other half is physical."
With a single-loop course, I mentally split the race into miles—twenty-six individual points to not only check (worry about) pace, but also the distance remaining: Five seconds behind pace at mile four. Too fast that mile . . . easy back about eight seconds this mile. Three more miles to make up 15 seconds.
I find a four-loop course perfect: Go out steady the first lap. Hold the pace this lap. Pick it up this loop. This is it—one last lap.
As far as the variables in my control—conditioning and weight—I was in good but not optimal form. During the Thanksgiving and Christmas holiday period, I reclaimed about four pounds of body weight—okay, okay—fat. But I was still the same weight as when I posted my 2010 personal record.
Additionally, I certainly wasn't undertrained, just the opposite. By accident, I logged a 77—mile week just a fortnight earlier. My schedule only called for 55 easy miles; however, in my attempt to offset several hedonistic Christmas cookie / pumpkin pie-eating binges, I added extra miles by doing daily doubles. Without realizing it, I logged the most weekly miles of this cycle when I was actually scheduled to taper.
The only remaining factor was the weather, and it was perfect; it was perfect every single day of the week and the afternoon of the race, just not the morning I would be actually running. Here are the forecast morning temperatures five days pre-race:
Wednesday: 42 degrees
Thursday: 42 degrees
Friday: 48 degrees
Saturday: 58 degrees
Sunday (race day): 62 degrees
Monday: 38 degrees
The forecast low for Sunday morning was 62 degrees with a south wind. Since the race had a late start time, 8:00 a.m., that was going to be awful weather to attempt a PR. However, the forecast high race day was only 68 degrees because a cold front would blow through about noon.
Oh, that was cruel, so cruel that it seemed not merely due to the caprice of nature, but the scorn from a higher power. The day before the race, I sent a text lamenting my poor weather luck to my longtime friend and running buddy John. He replied with a single strange acronym: "STHUAJR!" After five minutes, I deciphered his reply: "Shut The Hell Up And Just Run!"
In spite of John's "tough love," my weeklong supplication was answered race morning...well, partially. As I stood at the park pavilion, it was a warm 57 degrees with a cloudless sky, but the wind was already out of the north. Dehydration was still a threat once the sun rose above the tall East Texas pine trees, but at least I would be able to breathe comfortably in the lower humidity and surely pass the halfway mark on pace.
As we entered the starting chute, there was only one thing that might prevent me from running a sub 3:10 this day; I wasn't going to try. My ultimate goal is not to run a sub 3:10, but a sub 3:00 marathon, 3:10 is just a stepping stone. As any serious marathoner will confirm, 3:10 is a long, long way from 3:00. I wasn't ready for a sub 3:00, but I believed 3:05 was a possibility. The marathon spirit is not to attempt what you think you can do, but to attempt what you believe is just beyond your potential.
The starter called us up to the line. The event had no corporate-sponsored pacers, so I tried to form my own. Standing at the front, right on the line, I turned and called out, "3:05? Anyone shooting for 3:05, or even 3:00?" There wasn't a single reply. "How about 3:10? Anyone going for 3:10?" A single runner tilted his head from side to side and replied, "Uhh…well, maybe."
The starter interrupted, "Okay. I'm going to say, 'On your mark,' then sound the horn." "Okay—on your mark," and we were off.
I went out with a brisk stride that felt light. For the first 100 yards I was running in the lead—in first place. However, I was sure somewhere in the pack there were at least a couple of sub 3:00 marathoners who would soon overtake me. Last year, there were seven sub 3:00 finishers. I reached the first mile still in the lead with the next-closest runner about 30 yards back. No way! Can I really have a shot to win this?
At mile two I was still in first place, but now with a 50-yard lead. My pace felt comfortable and my breathing easy. I think I can win this! I think I can do it! However, I now had a strategic dilemma: Do I continue to push for the fastest finish time I can, or do I adjust to the field with a goal to win regardless of time? It took about a second to decide. My goal is not to win this race, but to get as close to sub 3:00 as I can. I held my pace.
I continued around the bends through the pine forest, looking for the chalk-scribbled arrows on the sidewalk for directions. At mile three I reached a fork in the path, but when I looked down, the path was completely covered in fallen tree leaves. I didn't see any arrows.
The wise unpretentious decision was to slow down and search for the pink arrows also posted on the trees. However, in my ego-inflated euphoria, I kept running, choosing to go left. Unfortunately, it wasn't right! A minute and a half later I found myself completely alone: no runners, no course markings, no volunteers. When I reached a busy intersection, I came to a complete stop. I looked left—nothing, then right—nothing. "Crap!!!!"
I doubled back on the path full speed and returned to the fork about a minute later, choosing right this time. I was now in about twentieth place. My pride took over, and I went full stride into a 10k pace passing runners left and right. I knew this was stupid; however, the course design was partially culpable. Had the course stretched out with long straight sections where I could see the trail of lead runners ahead, I would have slowly reeled them in.
However, with the bends and turns through the pine forest, I could only see runners 30 to 50 yards ahead. I ran as strong as I could trying to regain the lead, not knowing where I was in the pack. At mile five a volunteer called out to me, "Fourth!" I then saw the third-place runner about 40 yards ahead. I passed by and said, "You're looking good." He replied, "Hey, I was looking for you ahead of me!"
While approaching a S-shaped bend at mile five, I saw the two lead runners about 80 yards ahead. About a minute away from completing the first lap, I caught the leader. She was a good six feet tall with a single barbed wire tattoo around her upper left arm. When I said, "Good morning," she reciprocated the same, but with a thick British accent. She had a beautiful stride—strong and powerful. I was sure she was, or had been, a collegiate-level runner.
We crossed the timing mats together—she on a 3:09 pace and I on a 2:58 pace due to the extra distance! Since she had increased her stride as I caught her, I knew she also pictured herself winning. I decided to push hard for another mile to see if I could shake her.
By mile 10 I had regained my 50-yard lead, but my legs had tightened considerably because of the frantic pace. I eased back. With half a mile remaining in the second lap, she caught me. Her stride looked lessened a bit, but I knew she had more than I. "Go get 'em! You've got it!" I encouraged.
As I started the third lap, my quads were tight and I knew this was going to hurt. However, I had a strong and intense training cycle and knew that I had the endurance, if I could handle the pain. Halfway through the third lap, another runner approached from behind. "Yeah, looking good. How do ya' feel?" I asked as he pulled alongside. We chit-chatted for 15 seconds. "She's about a hundred yards ahead—you can catch her." He thanked me and broke away.
Now don't get me wrong—it's not that I wanted a man to win. Actually, I would've loved a female to be the overall winner. However, she was a woman, but he was an American.
Completing the third lap, I was hurting. In addition to the lactic acid I had built up trying to regain the lead, the course was 100 percent sidewalk-grade concrete. It really beats the hell out of you. A mile into the final lap, I was passed again. And again I offered encouragement and exchanged pleasantries. With a thick Nordic accent, he asked me where I was from. I replied "Corpus," and he replied, "Sweden." By his stride, I knew he would hold that pace to the finish and I wouldn't finish in the top three.
For the remainder of the final lap, I held a decent pace in spite of increasing leg cramps. Approaching the finish, I was covered in salt, a bit dehydrated, and ready to call it a day.
I crossed the finish in 3:17:03, placing 4th overall out of 221 marathon finishers. Ironically, the winner (the American), finished in 3:10:59.
Well in marathoning, as in life, sometimes you take a wrong turn. You can whine, complain, and sputter forth a litany of "if only" excuses. Or you can get back on track and "STHUAJR." The former is for children and fools, the latter for those sagacious enough to know it's better to attempt their best and come up short than to give up.
Overall, it was a fantastic event and great race, and I loved every minute of it. And besides—There's always next year!
After the American Bank Half Marathon a running friend handed me his camera and requested a picture. I said that I couldn't; I had no feeling in my fingers. I stretched out my hand to show him.
The tips of my fingers were blueish-purple dark. I explained that with all the training I've done that my resting heart-rate was down to the low 40s, and my blood pressure was on the low side also. Post hard / long runs, it gets worse as my circulation is further reduced by dehydration.
The friend said, "You better put that information on the back of your bib as race instructions recommended." I replied that it was no big deal and I didn't worry about it.
The friend explained, "My brother is the one who actually told me to do it; he's a Doctor and marathoner. My brother told me that when a runner goes down, for any reason, the paramedics are usually called. The medics, not knowing that runners have naturally low heart-rates / blood-pressure, freak-out. On more than one occasion, they've whipped-out the defibrillator and shocked the runner."
Marathon #18-San Antonio
November 13th, 2011
Frustrating, Frustrating, Frustrating! I was in top form, having set a half-marathon personal record (PR) just two weeks earlier. This race morning, as I lined up with thirty thousand competitors, three of the four race variables were perfect.
I was the lightest that I've ever been. In the previous weeks, four friends told me, "You look like crap," three workmates said, "You look like you've been sick," and two strangers actually and non-sardonically asked, "Has anyone ever told you that you look like Steve Jobs?" You know you are ready to post a PR when non-runners say that you look like you are on your deathbed.
The course was flat and fast; last year I set a PR in this race. Also, the start has seeded corrals which prevent you from getting boxed in by the less earnest participates standing at the front, often dressed in tutus, tuxedos, or one time, all five Fruit of the Loom Guys; I was actually beaten in my second marathon by the Banana.
Third, I had a complete and strong training cycle. All three of my 20-mile-long runs were at a comfortable and strong pace. Over the last two years I had strayed from some LT runs and forsaken all my VOmax speed intervals. This cycle I was faithful to all my speed work.
But the fourth variable, the weather, was awful. For me, the weather supersedes all other race day factors. Last year when I ran my PR at this race, my weight was only fair and I did a very light training cycle. Both those weaknesses were offset by good weather, with a gun time temperature of 55, a north wind, and cloudy skies.
Today everything else was perfect except the weather. At 7:30 am it was already 68 degrees, with wind out of the south and high humidity. The forecast high was to be 86 degrees. Three days earlier, race officials sent an auto e-mail: "A Message from the Medical Team--Warm Weather Running Tips for Sunday: #1-Don't Push Yourself."
I had run in these conditions once before, the infamous 2007 Chicago Marathon; that day two thousand participants entered the race medical tents, four hundred required hospital trips, and one died. After dropping out at mile 14, I e-mailed a running buddy the following oath: "I'll go on record here and state that I will never start another marathon when the temperature is forecast above 80 degrees. Not only is a PR impossible, running can be dangerous."
Over the years I abrogated that pledge. After months of training and sacrifice, it's impossible to walk out of your hotel a minute from a start line and then not run. Rather, I modified my pledge to never race for a PR in dangerous weather conditions. There is no chance, so why risk serious consequences. No, this day the clearly sagacious strategy was to treat this race as a long training run at a relaxed pace and try to set a PR in my next marathon scheduled for New Year's morning.
However, the paradox is that if marathon runners were the type to choose wisely over choosing purposefully, they would never choose to start running marathons. Teddy Roosevelt's 1905 Paris speech expresses the pursuit of purpose: "[I]f he fails, at least he fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who knew neither victory nor defeat."
The gun fired and I went out to set a PR.
My stride felt light and the pace steady; however, carrying a hand-held water bottle was awkward. I filled it to the brim with ice water knowing I would need the extra hydration this day, but the extra two pounds affected my natural arm swing and running rhythm.
I passed the two mile-mark in 14 minutes flat, 30 seconds ahead of a PR pace. Way, way too fast, I eased back. At mile four I was still 30 seconds ahead; my pace was now steady. The next few miles became more difficult. The first seven miles snake through downtown, and the buildings completely block the wind. I was sweat covered by mile six and now only 15 seconds ahead of a PR pace.
The course eventually made its way out toward the Missions at mile seven. The sky was very overcast, the course was open enough to catch some wind, and my breathing improved. Approaching the mile nine marker, I could see a race clock overhead and to the right. I looked down and to the left. At this point, time was irrelevant. I was running the strongest pace I could hold given the bad weather conditions; seeing my time was not going to change my effort, as it was all the effort I had.
Again at the mile 11 marker's clock, I looked down and to the left. I could feel that I had slowed a nick or two. I was intent to run through the halfway mark without noting a time, but I saw the clock when trying to get vertical to improve my form, 1:37:20, a full two minutes behind my PR pace. A PR was now out; from this point forward it would be just for pride.
The overcast sky began to clear at mile 14. By 16 there wasn't a cloud above. I knew dehydration was coming soon; this was going to hurt. At mile 18, we looped a little park area around Mission Juan Capistrano. This section contains a few small hills. Halfway up an incline at 19.5, my heart rate skyrocketed. I was dehydrated and my breathing became labored. I had to walk for 30 seconds to get my pulse and breathing under control.
When I reached mile 20, I knew I was done. I slowed and walked through the water tables, resigned to just somehow finish. That's when a man dressed in military fatigues said to me, "One hundred—one hundred." He then called out loudly, "Here's our one hundredth marathoner!" to cheers from all the volunteers manning the water station. I replied loudly, "Crap! I guess I gotta try now."
For the next three miles, three other runners and I did a do-si-do. I'd run for a quarter or half mile at a solid and strong pace and then have to stop and walk for 50 yards to get my heart rate down. That's when one or two runners would go by and I would encourage, "You're looking good boys--go get 'em!"
Then they would stop about 50 yards in front of me and start to walk. As I went by they would reciprocate, "Yeah, you got it." This synergistic push continued until mile 23 when I checked my watch for the first time. I was on a 3:27 pace, about a minute behind my Boston qualifying (BQ) time. It didn't matter; there was no way I was going to make up a full minute in the last three miles. My dehydration was causing tight shoulder, chest, and abdominal cramps.
Running around a bend at mile 24, I converged on two thousand walking half-marathoners on the left side of the divided course. My best motivation comes from motivating other runners. I called out, "Yeah, way to go half-marathoners. Just two more miles--let's go, let's go--come on!" No response, only a few belligerent snarls of disdain.
Now completing a half-marathon is laudatory, regardless of time. However, to be casually walking joined four wide, with little or no sign of perspiration, as you discuss the latest Dancing with the Stars episode just grossly violates the spirit of the event.
I held my stride as I ran by and about a quarter mile later tried a different tack. I took off my cap and yelled out, "Come on halfers! Don't let a half-bald 45-year-old accountant lap you. Finish strong!" Again nothing--just a couple eye rolls of derision. Well, I tried.
At mile 25, I checked my watch. I possibly could, just maybe and with total effort, run my Boston qualifying time. However, I also knew it was going to hurt. The longest incline of the course is at mile 25.5, about 100 yards of a moderate slope.
I went into a full stride, most concerned about my heart rate. When I reached the incline's base, I was briefly tempted to give it up, but I had given it my all to this point. I strode up with what I had left. I reached the top and turned for the 100-yard final stretch to the finish line. A last look at my watch showed I had 25 seconds left to BQ.
I took two deep breaths and ran as close to a sprint as I could muster. With fifty yards remaining, I could see the clock, but couldn't make out the numbers. Finally within 10 yards, I saw only three seconds remained to BQ.
However, if marathon runners were the type to choose wisely over choosing purposefully, we would never have chosen to start running marathons.